Hi Everyone,
On Friday January 18, 2013 I posted a blog titled, Some People’s Children. (Here’s the link, http://arebelsrant.com/some-peoples-children/) In it I stated that I had allowed Some People’s Children to start an emotional and mental tangent. Once again I have decided to allow others to affect me. It started yesterday.
Yesterday was weird and not a good weird. Trust me I know the difference. All of yesterday was up and down. Even though I knew that everything in the day was out of my control, I continued to care about the outcome. I still care. Why? It is beyond my comprehension.
I have tried to figure out why I care yet the answer still eludes me. I know that I should let my fixations (because that is exactly what they are) go but I just can’t, or at least not right now. Had I of addressed them with some loud music as I did some of the things on my to-do list I would have felt better, but I didn’t. That was an idiot move.
For one, it wasn’t even late and two, I have never cared about how loud my music is. So instead of listening to loud music, I listened to the TV which just pissed me off even more. That was another IDIOT move. That is my fault. I take full responsibility.
Right now, I am trying to remember that everything happens for a reason. It is getting easier but I am still not there. I cannot help what others do. I can only decide to control my emotions and my mind. And it is a decision.
So today, I am going to do the errands that I was going to do yesterday. That right there makes me an IDIOT because it is SO much more colder today than yesterday.
But even if I didn’t have errands, I would create some because I just have to get out of my apartment. It is that bad. Fresh crisp air and a brisk walk never hurt anyone. And now that I have blared my music while typing this blog I am feeling better already. So before that good feeling leaves me, I am going to leave you. I need to keep my sanity in this insane world. ;D
(Here’s a link to a good book called, People Are Idiots And I Can Prove It, http://arebelsrant.com/book-people-are-idiots-and-i-can-prove-it/
Thank you for reading, A. Rebel’s Rant! ;D
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