Hi Everyone,
Earlier this week I tweeted that my procrastination has been paying off, but now I am of the belief that it is really a feeling. This is what I mean.
Ever move into a place with very little only to discover a few months, or years later that you have far more than you did before? I did. Since then I have been donating things, selling things and well, you guessed it throwing things out. That is until I have a really hard time letting go of something. Like handbags.
There is this one handbag that I have had for years yet never used. Realistically I should have found it a home over five years ago yet I always had a reason to hold onto it. And that is a good thing. The pattern on this bag is so close to one in style that no one seems to notice the difference. There is another bag I can’t bear to part with just yet. That is just like my T-shirts.
About a month before I was very close to donating a green T-shirt that is super soft and in great condition. Those two factors were the reasons that I held onto it as long as I did. And good thing. Three weeks ago I bought pants that someone suggested I wear a black blazer with and that green T-shirt looks great under it. Okay enough about my wardrobe and accessories choices. Do I procrastinate or have a feeling about when I should leave my apartment? I am going to lean on feeling. Like Monday of this week.
As usual I am doing, going or preparing for something. Monday I will admit was a lighter day but that didn’t have me leaving the city any earlier than I felt I should. That worked in my favour. Had I of left when I originally decided to, I would have missed out on a last minute (wardrobe) fitting for Back Ground work scheduled for next week. For the record I avoid last minute anything because my days are generally packed sometimes weeks in advance and last minute doesn’t fit well. Last minute has a tendency to screw everything up and it almost did. And I knew it could, yet I love this agent and I have been with them since August 5, 2009. I know this because last month I found the receipt from when I paid my signing fee.
The above are just a few examples of how my so-called procrastination is really a feeling, a nudge, you know a sixth sense. I could go on yet I have far more than I did before. Donations don’t take care of themselves.
Thank you for reading, A. Rebel’s Rant! ;D
On a side note, I have fired one agent because he asked me if I was dating someone, if I knew who my daugther’s father was and if my daughter has ever met her father. After I answered him, while standing in the vestibule of his home because that is where I had to go to get paid, he asked me those questions again and yes again. I am also of the belief that his then assisstant cancelled me from a day of production, didn’t inform me of wardrobe fittings etc. I could go on but life is short.
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