Hi Everyone,
Despite my lack of blogs, I have readers. This is what I mean.
One day last week while on a set I saw one of my favourite toxic female Extras, (sic). This is the one who decided to leave her seat, walk towards me and clip my shoulder because she really wanted me to notice her. She clearly needs her head read!
When we last saw each other, there was about five feet of toxic air separating us again. Instead of getting up to “rub shoulders” she remained seated. Not only did she look her respectable self, she also gave me a sinister smirk. I’ve seen that smirk on other people before. Not one of them, in my opinion, was sane!
Anyway…
I guess she either read my blog, or someone told her about it. Maybe someone forewarned her of a, “set weirdo,” who intimidates other Extras by physically abusing them as she did me. Either way she stayed away from me and I from her. I am blogging about this because we are most likely going to be working together on Tuesday and Wednesday and I don’t want her to get any, “bright ideas”. Like her deciding to talk to me–again, or worse. I want her to stay away from me forever. I have enough going on.
The next few days are going to be challenging. I have A LOT to do in a short period of time. I have been anxious since late Saturday afternoon. Every time I remember, I remind myself that I have accomplished more in less time and with more stress. But it is not working.
Despite my knowing the above, I haven’t been fully able to shake my anxious feeling. The only reason I can come up with is that I know I am very lucky to have the opportunity that I do. I know I should be happy, yet it still has me a bit unnerved. I deserve this. I earned it. There is a great backstory as to how it came about too. But that is for another time.
For right now though, I would like some other people to stay away from me too. If you sent me a text over the weekend and I didn’t reply, there’s your answer. If you can’t read between the lines, the answer was, and still is, no.
It is going to be a busy week. If all goes well, I will use one to two of my remaining, 1,779 lives and my horseshoes will always be there when I need them.
So if you see me in holding or on set and I am quiet don’t take it personally, that is of course, unless you think you should.
Thank you for reading, A. Rebel’s Rant! ;D
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