Hi Everyone,
While I was typing yesterday’s blog, http://arebelsrant.com/page-161-or-chapter-10-paragraph-10/ I realized just what had me trapped in fear. Obviously it is nothing that I am proud of. I mean, my 2 fears are not life threatening. They are things that I can deal with, I simply chose not to.
And it was a decision. Does that mean that I addressed my fears yesterday? No. Once I realized what they were and just how stupid I was for allowing them to control my life I gave myself some time to heal. The truth really does hurt. 🙁
After about 2 hours, or 1 hour for every fear, I picked up my to-do list, (yes I really do make one every day) and got back to the business of living. Today is the test. Today I am going to face both of them.
This is not something that I am looking forward to. Personal growth is never easy at first. Thankfully it gets easier with practice though.
I have a saying that I am never sure if I made up or heard but I use it when I need strength. It is, “Life is only as hard as I allow it to be.” My facing my 2 fears will be difficult at first BUT not facing them will be harder. In time, I will be making my life easier. I know that. I also know that I can do it myself!
Since I know myself I have pumped myself up with some girlie things, a VERY shallow book and some VERY loud music to get me started. ;D
If your life is not working out the way you would like to, please recognize that it is your responsibility to address why. The reasons will surprise you. The truth really does hurt but being in denial hurts more. It may not seem that way in the beginning, but it will in the end.
Thank you for reading, A. Rebel’s Rant! ;D
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