Hi Everyone,
The last time I blogged was two weeks ago. Before anyone thinks that I’ve been having fun in the sun, or enjoying myself in other ways, I have two words for you, THINK AGAIN!!! This is EXACTLY what I mean.
The reason I haven’t blogged in two weeks is because I’ve been dealing with, as I like to affectionately call, STUFF, aka, unnecessary FUCKING BULLSHIT!!! Now because unnecessary FUCKING BULLSHIT requires time and energy, I’ve done the following. First I planted my ass at my computer researching and typing things that I later printed. Then I planted my ass at my dining table reading and revising whatever I printed off because my desk was COVERED in papers. Some of those papers were neatly placed in rows on the floor beside my desk so I could see and refer to them as needed. Some days I would lay on my bed as I read documents that are written in English but still sound foreign to me and took LOTS of detailed notes.
I’ve spent so much time in my room reading and taking detailed notes that I’ve even started smoking in there, something I haven’t done in over 15 years! I have also been RUNNING my ass off getting the FUCKING BULLSHIT taken care of! Oh before I forget, I thought I should tell everyone that I am dealing with two separate arms of the provincial government because of all of this FUCKING BULLSHIT!!! YEP!!!! Good times! And it’s a good thing I have a cordless phone so I can get other things done like photocopying while I’m on HOLD!!! Oh yea, I’ve invested a lot of money in photocopying, ink for my printer and computer paper.
To say that I am SEETHING would be a FUCKING understatement! I am SO INCREDIBLY ANGRY at what I am going through that I am almost ready to go postal!!! In fact, there are days when I am SO INCREDIBLY ANGRY that I won’t even leave my apartment because I might! And while ALL of the above is happening, not only can I not get on Twitter but my computer was starting to act funny, like slow. Since I need my computer/laptop, I still only use it when it is necessary and still go to the library to use the computers there!
The ONLY and I do mean ONLY day that I enjoyed in the last two weeks was when I was on set, and that was a 15 hour day. Even then, I had my documents that I read and I took detailed notes! And I am not complaining about all of the STUFF, aka unnecessary FUCKING BULLSHIT!!! Why? Well, I am learning a lot! At first I didn’t like it, but after my muddling through HOURS of FUCKING BULLSHIT EVERY DAY, I’ve got a few things figured out.
Most of this year has been very stressful. Anytime I am stressed out, I don’t sleep or eat well. One morning in the last two weeks, I weighed myself and the scale said, and I’m not making this up, 97.86 pounds! I freaked and then started FORCING myself to eat something every few hours. That worked for about a day. With everything being time sensitive, my life was a marathon, especially since I was dealing with the FUCKING provincial government! Not only are they FUCKING INCOMPETENT, and I will PROVE that in a future blogs, they also move like molasses on a COLD CANADIAN WINTER DAY! In other words, they ONLY work when you tell them EXACTLY what to do after you’ve PRODDED them like cattle going to be slaughtered! FUCK!
Now that MOST of the groundwork for the FUCKING BULLSHIT is done and I know how two separate arms of the provincial government do and DO NOT WORK, I can actually breathe! But because I have SO MUCH going on, my mind is always working on something. I’ve got some great blogs coming up though. Some of them are time consuming and very detailed so I will pepper them with some fun or not too serious ones. I hope everyone understands. And I hope everyone has had a great summer!
Because I am a bit worked up just from writing this blog, I am going to leave my apartment in a few hours to cool down before I lose it on someone.
Here are some links of previous blogs that I have posted and have made reference to in this blog,
Think Again, http://arebelsrant.com/think-again/
What Are You Learning, http://arebelsrant.com/what-are-you-learning/
Going Postal? http://arebelsrant.com/going-postal/
My Life Is A Marathon, http://arebelsrant.com/my-life-is-a-marathon/
Dealing With Governments! http://arebelsrant.com/dealing-with-governments/
Thank you for reading, A. Rebel’s Rant! ;D
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